My first born is FOUR. It's so surreal to say that. Since the day she was born life has seemingly flown by, and now here we are, celebrating her fourth birthday and she'll be starting kindergarten next year.

To say i'm proud of my little Camille would be an understatement. She is caring, funny, witty, generous, outgoing, considerate, thoughtful, sassy, strong, smart and so so incredibly beautiful. She's the most wonderful big "sissy" to Lily, always taking care of her and loving on her. She has a huge heart and I am certain she is going to do amazing things in her life. I saw a friend from high school out the other night and was bragging on my kids and when I was talking about Camille she just smiled and said, "I know, she saved your life didn't she?" And while yes, God is really the one responsible for saving me, He definitely used that little girl as the vessel to do so. From the second I saw her, everything changed. My life was no longer about me, it was all about that little life that depended on me. The carefree (careless is probably more accurate) life I had been living was no longer an option. So yes, Kaley, what you said about her saving my life is more accurate than you know. Who knows where I be if that little girl hadn't come into my life and shaken it up the way kids tend to do. I know I didn't deserve such a divine intervention but grace is an amazing thing... and it was nothing short of grace that brought me my Camille. It was God reaching out and saying "You need a reason to change? You want Me to reveal Myself to you? Here." I am so blessed. And i'm reminded of just how blessed I am every time I look at my little girls.