I have an amazing kid. This is a fact. Not only is she smart (she just turned two and knows her ABC's, her shapes, her colors, can count to 11 in english and her new thing is trying count in spanish, SO cute) but she's also so sweet and kind hearted, not to mention freaking adorable.
Almost on a daily basis I find myself questioning whether or not I'm teaching her all she needs to know. It's scary being a parent...here you are, responsible for not only taking care of this child, but you're also responsible for preparing her mentally, emotionally and spiritually for the rest of her life.
I want her to love animals like I do, I want her to love the outdoors, I want her to like reading, I want her to treat others with respect, I want her to treat herself with respect, I want her to embrace life and explore the world, I want her to appreciate good music (and sorry kids, this does not include Justin Beiber or the Jonas Brothers), I want her to love Africa as much as I do...I want so much for her!! And because of this, I worry if I'm doing it all right.
I also worry about the day that's coming (it's inevitable, I know) when she won't want her mommy to go with her everywhere. That day when she wants to do things on her own and I won't always be there to tell her what choices to make. Oh my gosh do I worry about that day! And then I have to remind myself...she's a child of God, she's in His hands. My role as a parent, first and foremost, is to set an example of a godly mother and wife. And I can't do it without my loving Father's help. But when I let go and let God, I know He has an amazing plan for my daughter...all I have to do is trust Him.
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